stupid cupid.

February 15, 2009 at 2:28 am (personal)

you would think that your significant other would try hard enough to even bother going out and getting you a freakin’ card after being together for quite some time. you’d think that some appreciation would be shown on this supposed “lovers’ day”. a simple email would suffice, or even a cheesy flashy e-card that i would normally scoff at and make fun of. all it takes is just prolly less than 5 minutes of your time. and some effort on your part.

but no. apparently i’m not worth all that; in fact, i’m worth jack, probably.

forever and ever, you say.

today i felt like i had nobody, not even you.

thanks for making me feel so effing loved on this day.

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say hello, hormones.

November 4, 2008 at 9:48 pm (personal)

How do you keep the music playing?
How do you make it last?
How do you keep the song from fading too fast?
How do you lose yourself to someone?
And never lose your ways
How do you not run out of new things to say?
And since we’re always changing
How can it be the same?
And tell me how year after year
You’re sure your heart will fall apart
Each time you hear her name
I know the way I feel for you
It’s now or never
The more I love the more that i’m afraid
That in your eyes I may not see forever

If we can be the best of lovers
Yet be the best of friends
If we can try with everyday to make it better as it grows
With any luck, then I suppose
The music never ends

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when words fail, you turn to music.

September 15, 2008 at 11:49 am (personal)

Waking up this morning, thinking this can’t be real,
But they say there is nothing love can’t heal.
Why don’t you come on down so you can feel, what I feel.

Sitting all alone in this place,
Even though we’re here face to face,
There is nothing gone but there’s something wrong..

Can’t you see, that I’m stuck here, underneath
And you’re making it hard to breathe
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You’ll find me
Underneath

I know what to say but don’t know where to begin,
I fear I’m losing you beneath my skin.
Is there a solution for this pain, that I’m in

Sitting all alone in this place
Even though we’re here face to face
There is nothing gone, but there’s something wrong

Can’t you see, that I’m stuck here, underneath
And you’re making it hard to breathe,
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You’ll find me
Underneath

If only you could feel what I dream,
Maybe you could hear what I mean,
There is nothing gone but there’s something missing

Can’t you see, that I’m stuck here, underneath
And you’re making it hard to breathe,
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You’ll find me
Underneath

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Protected: it’s more than just holding hands.

July 6, 2008 at 11:34 am (personal)

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Protected: break break down, still it bring me on down.

June 17, 2008 at 5:54 pm (personal)

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Protected: I don’t want to be unfair to Mr. Man.

May 2, 2008 at 9:01 pm (personal)

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